Winding down another day. Its been a good one. Work went by fast. Ive felt pretty damn good all day. Weight still up. I believe Im +12 right now. All this misery is intoxicating. I just got back from the gym. Did some lat pull downs, seated rows, then i went ahead and hit some tricep pull downs. as soon as i got home i ate a monster bowl of beef and mashed potatoes and rice and green beens and gravy. Hot damn! it was fuckin delicious! So i just busted my ass, then i stuffed my face and had to wash it all down with a protein shake. i feel like i wanna vomit/shit my brains out/sleep... but it feels GREAT! I keep eating. My weight keeps going up. I keep pushing more weight. Looking forward to the next two weeks!
My rage isnt so bad but im still feeling like a beast. Im still sleeping a lot, but im only tired when i sleep. no lethargy. not really feeling bloated. i dont look bloated. i forgot to take pics. ill see what i can do
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